Gah. Deadlines make me procrastinate. If I'm told, for instance, that something is due on September 3rd, I'll think, "That's not for another two weeks. No need to worry now." And I'll wait till the last minute. When I'm writing fic, I want it done as soon as possible, so I don't spend nearly as much time playing Soltaire instead of writing.
But then the deadline's here, and I'm not ready! I need more time! Why did I ever agree to this!
Which is all a long way of saying that I've posted my Tsuzuki/Hisoka essay to
ship_manifesto, and I am so nervous about it. Why do I have t go after all these super-cool people? I can't equal them! And why do I have to be the very first anime? Wah.
But then the deadline's here, and I'm not ready! I need more time! Why did I ever agree to this!
Which is all a long way of saying that I've posted my Tsuzuki/Hisoka essay to
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Date: 2004-09-03 07:03 am (UTC)Re: *edit*
Date: 2004-09-03 07:09 am (UTC)But I realized that most people on
But I realized that most people on <lj="ship_manifesto"> would never have heard of the series, and as I am greedy and want to seduce as many people to the fandom as possible, I thought I'd better let them discover it on their own.
And thank you so much for your comments. You have no idea how nervous I was; I've been sitting here obsessively refreshing my inbox, going "No one commented! No one commented! No one commented!" ^^;
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Date: 2004-09-03 01:33 pm (UTC)I completely forgot! *blind panic*
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Date: 2004-09-03 01:44 pm (UTC)Well, you have. Um. Two whole days?
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Date: 2004-09-03 04:42 pm (UTC)...'cept I have to sleep because I've work tomorrow. Damn.
*settles for putting on Eden*
Your essay reminded me of my reaction when I finally finished watching the anime and was convinced that Tsuzuki ended up with Tatsumi at the end: "NOOOO! Tsuzuki's supposed to end up with Hisoka, what's going on?! *cries*"
Of course, it was 3am and I was completely exhausted, but anyway. :)
Still can't believe you wrote an entire, extremely convincing essay with little to no spoilers. *awe* My punchline when telling people about YnM is: "And at the end of the anime, Hisoka tells Tsuzuki to live for him, and everything is going to hell, and they're hugging each other, and you just gotta watch it because they love each other!"
*coughs*
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Date: 2004-09-04 09:09 am (UTC)And hee. It was hard- I do the same thing when I'm telling people about Tsuzuki/Hisoka, usually. I mean, that scene! It's so beautiful and heart-wrenching and sad and happy and OMG OTP OTP. But I figured trying to describe it would never work as well as actually seeing it, so I didn't really talk about it.
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Date: 2004-09-04 11:31 pm (UTC)Dope. :P
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Date: 2004-09-05 11:07 am (UTC)