Life is good.
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brigdhToday was such a good day. My long-talked about PWP is finished, and it's off being beta'd by the wonderful, lovely, dear, amazing, worthy of a whole bunch more adjectives, Sephy. Let me do the dance of joy to be almost done with it.
I got my Yami no Matsuei DVD in the mail today, and while I haven't had time to watch it yet, I can't wait. Even with all the bad things I've heard about the dub, I'm so excited that I can't stop thinking about it. It's like an addiction.
My mom is stopping by to take me out to eat tonight, which means I get *real* food, not dorm stuff. That is great news.
And everything is just good. I get so happy sometimes that I can't stop smiling, and I walk around biting my lip, trying to stop because I look like an idiot, but I just have to grin. I'm amazed sometimes by the simplest things. Like drinking fountains. All that water, just waiting for you, clean and cool and without fish or bugs or plants or sickness. It's like a miracle. People have died for less than that, are still dying. And yet there are two drinking fountains less than fifty feet from my room. Just so I can have the coldest, best tasting water whenever I want. And I do love water, I love the way it just tastes like clean and cold would taste if they were real objects, and how you can let it run over your lips and chin without worrying about it drying sticky or stained, and then wipe it away with a hand and it glimmers there for a second, all glitter and mirror against your skin. And I can have it whenever I want. Sometimes I'm just amazed by life.
I'm not used to being this happy. I spent most of high school depressed. But this whole year, ever since I came to college, I've hardly been sad at all. I think I've cried once all year. It's just a shock sometimes, to look back and think "This is it. This is everything I could want, and everything I could need, and all I want to do is be here." And I just love it. And I love you all, the Wes_Visions Cabal, who are the coolest people ever, and who always make me laugh until I can't breathe, who say the most insightful things about new episodes, stuff I never would have thought of, who write so amazingly that I don't know how they do it, and who can get me to write just as well. I love![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
strangedreams and solis, because I don't think you understand how it important it was to me that you're my friends, that you would call me just to go watch a movie. And if I ever acted weird, it was just because sometimes I couldn't believe it, that it was really this easy to make friends, that you really wanted to see me again and weren't sick of me.
And I love everybody, and everything and I just want to always be like this. And I'm going to stop now, because this is getting really sappy. :)
I got my Yami no Matsuei DVD in the mail today, and while I haven't had time to watch it yet, I can't wait. Even with all the bad things I've heard about the dub, I'm so excited that I can't stop thinking about it. It's like an addiction.
My mom is stopping by to take me out to eat tonight, which means I get *real* food, not dorm stuff. That is great news.
And everything is just good. I get so happy sometimes that I can't stop smiling, and I walk around biting my lip, trying to stop because I look like an idiot, but I just have to grin. I'm amazed sometimes by the simplest things. Like drinking fountains. All that water, just waiting for you, clean and cool and without fish or bugs or plants or sickness. It's like a miracle. People have died for less than that, are still dying. And yet there are two drinking fountains less than fifty feet from my room. Just so I can have the coldest, best tasting water whenever I want. And I do love water, I love the way it just tastes like clean and cold would taste if they were real objects, and how you can let it run over your lips and chin without worrying about it drying sticky or stained, and then wipe it away with a hand and it glimmers there for a second, all glitter and mirror against your skin. And I can have it whenever I want. Sometimes I'm just amazed by life.
I'm not used to being this happy. I spent most of high school depressed. But this whole year, ever since I came to college, I've hardly been sad at all. I think I've cried once all year. It's just a shock sometimes, to look back and think "This is it. This is everything I could want, and everything I could need, and all I want to do is be here." And I just love it. And I love you all, the Wes_Visions Cabal, who are the coolest people ever, and who always make me laugh until I can't breathe, who say the most insightful things about new episodes, stuff I never would have thought of, who write so amazingly that I don't know how they do it, and who can get me to write just as well. I love
strangedreams and solis, because I don't think you understand how it important it was to me that you're my friends, that you would call me just to go watch a movie. And if I ever acted weird, it was just because sometimes I couldn't believe it, that it was really this easy to make friends, that you really wanted to see me again and weren't sick of me. And I love everybody, and everything and I just want to always be like this. And I'm going to stop now, because this is getting really sappy. :)
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Date: 2003-03-04 01:06 pm (UTC)And everyone should love water fountains. They are the very best of all things!
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Date: 2003-03-04 01:11 pm (UTC)Oh, that was a song we used to sing at camp:
It's love (LOVE!), love (LOVE!), love that makes the world go 'round, it's love (LOVE!), love (LOVE!), love that makes the world, it's love, (LOVE!), love (LOVE!), love that makes the world go 'round, it's love that makes the world go ro-und.
Oh, roll me over the ocean, roll me over the sea, roll me over the ocean and the deep blue sea, oh! roll me over the ocean, roll me over the sea, roll me over the ocean and the deep blue sea.
Hee. I may have had too much sugar today.