Ugh

[brigdh]

Damn. I went to take a nap this afternoon, and I had the first nightmare I've had in years. And I know, I know: details of dreams are only interesting to the people who had them, but it was one of those ones were you keep thinking you've woken up, but you're really still dreaming. I kept waking up over and over, and trying desperately to remember if this was what my room really looked like and never being sure, and then something would happen to make it clear that it was a dream, like my roommate turning into a wild elephant and bursting up the stairs (god, my unconscious is weird), or the walls melting, or people appearing and disappearing into shadows. By the time I actually woke up, I was dizzy with the effort of trying to scream but not being able to make any noise.

God, that sucked. No wonder I quit having them.