Giant Freakin' Coincidences
Mar. 27th, 2006 05:37 pmThe racist asshole who I got into a fight with last quarter is now living in my building! I rode the elevator up with him coming home just now.
People! I am not well-adjusted enough to live in the same building as him. Every single time I see him I am filled with the overwhelming urge to say deliberately provocative things and I can only manage not to by keeping my mouth completely shut. Which leads to a lot of me humming thoughtfully and staring at the wall, because I also can't even look at him without hate.
Though hey, speaking of this guy, the writers' student group I met him through is now under my control. The previous president had to go to Japan for a quarter, and when the choice to pass power on came down to him or me, despite the fact I'd only been to six or so meetings, the answer was obvious. Maybe it's because when you say things like 'black people are worthless', people have a hard time trusting you! God, what a shock!
People! I am not well-adjusted enough to live in the same building as him. Every single time I see him I am filled with the overwhelming urge to say deliberately provocative things and I can only manage not to by keeping my mouth completely shut. Which leads to a lot of me humming thoughtfully and staring at the wall, because I also can't even look at him without hate.
Though hey, speaking of this guy, the writers' student group I met him through is now under my control. The previous president had to go to Japan for a quarter, and when the choice to pass power on came down to him or me, despite the fact I'd only been to six or so meetings, the answer was obvious. Maybe it's because when you say things like 'black people are worthless', people have a hard time trusting you! God, what a shock!
Bzuh?
Date: 2006-03-27 10:45 pm (UTC)Re: Bzuh?
Date: 2006-03-27 10:48 pm (UTC)You should come! I bet he'd be too scared to say anything if there was actually a black person there.
Re: Bzuh?
Date: 2006-03-27 10:49 pm (UTC)Five'll get you ten he thinks I'm either Indian or... *gasp* MIDDLE EASTERN.
Re: Bzuh?
Date: 2006-03-27 10:51 pm (UTC)Re: Bzuh?
Date: 2006-03-27 10:55 pm (UTC)I had wanted to come to that group anyway. I need to improve my writing skillz, yo.
Re: Bzuh?
Date: 2006-03-27 11:02 pm (UTC)Come! It's fun. We mostly just sit around and talk.
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Date: 2006-03-27 10:58 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-03-27 11:06 pm (UTC)But no. He's a fifth-year senior. Presumably he has been living here in our major, diverse, "top city in the country for black families" city for at least those years. How has he never managed to see one thing to make him change his opinions? How has no one taken him in a back alley and fucked him up?
Mysteries of the universe!
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Date: 2006-03-27 11:15 pm (UTC)BWAH?! A fifth-year senior?! O_O I can't wrap my mind around that. He should know better. >_<
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Date: 2006-03-27 11:28 pm (UTC)And see, this is why I'm not well-adjusted enough to have him living near me. I should be rational and say, "Whatever, as long as he doesn't bring it up around me, I don't need to have a problem", but rage, yo. I have rage.
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Date: 2006-03-27 11:34 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-03-27 11:47 pm (UTC)But the fact that I can't let this guy go disturbs me. Argh! Not only is he an idiot, but now he's disrupting my zen. And I keep thinking that I wouldn't do this to anyone else. I wouldn't rub someone's politics or religion or opinions in their face just because I disagreed with them. I am reacting on an entirely not rational level to the whole thing, and I'm aware of it, but I can't stop it.
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Date: 2006-03-27 11:42 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-03-27 11:52 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-03-28 12:05 am (UTC)Two weeks ago, I'd have added that I was completely weirded out by the fact that he was the one who was insisting on having the conversation, even though he must have known that it wasn't going to win him friends. But this week, I can shrug and figure that he's angling for a spot at the Washington Post's online operation. After all, some utterly unqualified person has to replace their last unqualified racist blogger. Right?
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Date: 2006-03-28 12:22 am (UTC)Maybe it is all about the blogging job. I have a hard time imagining him in any career that would require him to think, after all.
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Date: 2006-03-28 12:55 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-03-28 04:11 am (UTC)Unfortunately, that's so not what I want to do. But I'm thinking my instincts are really not the healthy reaction.
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Date: 2006-03-28 10:07 pm (UTC)Also, apparently he's basing the main character off the guy from Evil Dead (I don't know who, I've never seen the movie, and I don't think it's quite enough to really count as fanfiction), but I did get to overhear a conversation with another fan of the movie over whether it'd be in-character for him to be a racist.