Dreams

[brigdh]

God, why am I up already? It's only 10:30, and it's the weekend...

I slept awful last night. I was too hot, and too thirsty, and couldn't get comfortable, and I had a million awful dreams. Things about online friends disappearing, just not showing up anymore, and I couldn't figure out where they'd gone or what had happened, no matter how hard I tried. Things about the campus rearranging itself and me getting lost. Things about club-Hisoka, and second chances with Tsuzuki coming back, but it always going wrong, they kept getting in fights and screaming at each other, screams so loud you could barely tell what they were saying. Things about getting sent back to the Titantic and knowing it was going to sink, but not being able to warn anybody in time to stop it. Things about my roommate getting kidnapped and killed. And just ugh. I'm very glad to be awake now, but I'm still tired and don't really feel like I slept at all.

And I'm really going to get around to responding to people now. Really.

Comments

[sephyelysian.livejournal.com]

Awww, Brigdh! *much hugs* Well, I haven't disappeared on you even if it seemed like it this week. Had a massive toothache thanks to the wisdom tooth coming in (which has happily been taken care of now) and I have a new kitty! But I'll be online tonight and we can talk about things, okay? *hugs again and again.

[wordsofastory.livejournal.com]

Oh, don't feel bad! It wasn't you who disappeared... at least, I don't think it was, I don't remember the dreams too well anymore. But even if it was you, I think it was mostly from eating pizza after midnight or my weird subconscious, or something else far detached from reality.

And awww! Toothache! Poor you, that must have really sucked. :( But kitty! Yay to the cuteness. And yay to you being online, it's been forever!

[matsuei.livejournal.com]

And I remember that I meant to *squee* over the idea of club-Hisoka getting a second chance with Tsuzuki when it's not all nightmary.

[wordsofastory.livejournal.com]

Ah, everybody seems to want a second chance for ClubSoka. I may have to write a sequel...

But this dream was not it. It was scary. They were throwing things, and screaming, and just awful, awful fights. No more of that, thankyouverymuch.